Life is...

[Hawkeye! :3]

Life is...FUN AND RAINBOWS!

hi! did u know Raincorn from Adventure Time? (The long rainbow horse thing that likes Jake) That language no one can understand that she speaks? The twist is that people DO speak it! and its.................................KOREAN. Who would've thought?...well, those who speak Korean which I'm obviously not able to Wellllllll, wats up? First, sorry about that I cant make it onto the site alot. Swim practice, RE, School, Homework, and Orchestra can rly be a handful. SO yesterday I went to one of the LARGEST high school football game we have! Why is it large? Well, we have two VERY large highschools (actually a third was added a couple years ago, but nobody rly gives a shait about them ) That are EXTREMELY competitive. How competitive? like, thousands of kids at the tailgate then you see thousands of kids running down intersections throughout the main center of town and as much as you want to run them over, you can't because a police car is in front scaring the cars. Like every high school, we have two colors. But our main color is gold. So, we have alot of team spirit when literally the ENTIRE SCHOOL is covered in gold and other trinkets (hair dye, necklaces, flags, temp. tattoos). I think the best part is that we watched our principal dance to Gangnam Style AND have a guy carry spongebob on a stick (cause hes yellow) AND HOLY CRAP THE GAME WAS AWESOME. we had to go into OVERTIME. It was FUN! oh crappppppppppppppppp. i have to go. K.BYE.

[Hawkeye! :3]

Life is.....well, really, its-*slender man pops up behind me as i type*......

Whats so freaky is that after i typed it my dog started barking and.....now shes under the bed....ok.......weird. Oh well, I probably don't have much time left since that incident...so I'll just try to type fast . Oh! The main reason I typed that? well...............

[glow=orange,2,300] [shadow=red,left,300]:oHALLOWEEN IS COMING!!! [/glow][/shadow]

ISN'T THAT AWESOME?!? I love halloween! You can stuff your mouth with candy given to you by strangers! Totally edible! Even better, you wear costumes with masks so you can't see where your going when your dragged into a car!...you know I thought of this just now, right? Anyway, it IS fun! and despite my older age, I still love chilling out with a costume and some candy! But this year, me and my friends are dressing up in one particular costume.......


yup! SLENDERMA!
I don't want to say the full name after the last incident so hes slenderma! Me and a group of friends will dress like a bunch of slendermas! You know those annoying kids that like doing duck faces and taking 20 pictures of themselves a day? Well, we're photobombing their pictures!...of course we'll get candy too...
Not alot of ppl should know this! so keep a secret! even if you may live very very far away...
Another reason! I went to a haunted house! Well, not the real kind. This one was kind of weird. You couldn't touch them, they couldn't touch you. They just screamed at you. When a guy with a big knife says 'stop', thats all he can do...awkwarddddd! I have this problem though: when I'm scared, I crack jokes. Stupid as it sounds it just happens to me. Do you know how many 'ok eat your hand' jokes I said to potential cannibilists? And this was supposed to be a haunted aslyum, so they all acted crazy. But none the less, F-U-N!
K BYE!

[Hawkeye! :3]

Life is.....hmm do you know what? I'll get back to you on that
HI =3 =3 =3
First off, not to offend anyone of any sort but....WHERE IS E'ERBODY 0_0
yes i said body! Ghosts and non-living things don't count!! Really, I understand everyone is busy with their own lives, (including me) but I want to see your cyber prescense! Really!
On a lighter (hopefully) note, I have a life! *clapping from afar* my teachers are amazing (most of them) they're ok with swearing once or twice in front of us (even on accident) and they laugh when a kid does something stupid! Which I definitely think is a change from before. I heard a kid scream shait at the top of her lungs (that was totally not me...totally?) and nothing happend to me-her! definitely her! And people don't know me so they dont think that i'm a weirdo so I guess things are ok for now for me, and everything is happy sunshine, i guess? Idk, ill find something to complain about next week

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Hawkeye! :3]

Life is...WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? WHAT? ME? NAHHH PSHH!! WHO THE HELL WOULD DO THAT SORT OF STUFF! THATS WEIRD!!!!...?
have youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ever been on a prank??? Did you do it alone or with friends? If with friends, were you the mastermind, the sidekick, or the freeloader?? (or etc.)
If this is so, good for you! Pranks can be awesome!
Ok so apparently my friend K likes this one guy (she wont admit it, he wont admit it, but everyone knows its true ) and one night, i was with her and a few friends. I was feeling micheivous and asked for his number. K gladly gave it and I kept typing 'Im batman', thinking he would just figure it out who it is. I was wrong. This side joke is turning into a full-out mission to drive this guy crazy. Whats hilarious is that he nicknamed me Batman because he STILL doesnt know who I am. K came in and I texted everything she wanted to say under the name Pinkie Pie. And my other friend wanted to join badly (even though she didnt know what we were doing) so we gave her the number and let her go crazy. This guy has been going around my school, asking people related to K (He found out that she knew who it is) if their batman. Whats funny is that he started out with us. Me, K, and my friend were chilling out when he came along, asking if any of us were batman. He showed us the number (we were ready to laugh our heads off but kept it in) and then K showed him the pic that I sent him. He stared at it then interrogated us even more. When he burned his eyes into my head asking if I was batman, I just said, 'Pfft. Who the hell would do something so stupid?" K was turning red with laughter with her head in her phone, and my friend was ready to slam her head into the locker. What was funny is the fact that he gave us a suspicious glance then walked to class. This was Monday. Its Wednesday. I had his number since Saturday. We've given him hints and I got him fired up every time I accused him of being the Joker. But nothing, until today. Pinkie Pie was my supposed sidekick. When I was told by her to text something, I thought she was crazy. It was a line she always used. She said that she never said it to him, so I just shrugged. I sent exactly what she said and I got a text back saying, 'That sounds like something K would say. Tell me who you are or screw off' He sounded PISSED. He never did anything like that, so he was just trying to sound menacing. I texted K in which she replies 'I'll tell him' Before i say good idea i look over the texts. They didnt sound as if he knew Batman + Pinkie were two different people. Distressed, I ask if he knew they were seperate. When he said, you mean K? I let my guard down. He said Yes, then I asked if he knew this whole time it was her or if he figured it out just now. I can't yell at him for this because its pretty damn clever. He replied, "You just told me. See how that works? " It took me a moment to realize it. He made a guess at who Pinkie was. I asked the wrong question. While I thought K would be pissed, I sent her the thing. She did the sacrificial romantic movie thing and told me to just make sure he doesnt know its me. Greatful for her friendship, I pulled back into my batman character and kept calling him the joker and sounding kind of like an evil mastermind. And here I am. Its not hurtful. I dont text anything mean (only when he does ie. 'Why the hell would I be the Joker?!'-'Cuz ur a smartass') and from him collecting tips from people, he knows that I'm a girl (that hurt when I heard him recall everything to K, lol) and that K + him know them. Idk what he's trying because he tries to sound menacing in his texts like "this wont be good for u. I wont rest until your identity is mine!" (CREEEPY) but he's not even guessing :/. But then again this is the longest running prank that me and my friends could possibly make up so wer cool with it ^_^. OH! QUESTIONS! (no morals for this juan...yes, I said juan...DEAL WITH IT)

IF you could pull an awesome prank on anyone, who would it be?? ANNND...if you could, tell me what I should text. I may allow it, I may not. He knows of her identity but that doesnt mean she cant give me ideas. But were kind of running out. Any idea you have, I will take and you know, all that shat. OH! ONE MORE! If you were in my position, who/what would you be? IF I can change it, I'd be pikachu, slenderman, or Princess Luna (first two I can't do because i have a pikachu hat and I was slender for halloween. Oh and Princess Luna...LOOK UP THE LUNA GAMES Pranks are fun until someone gets hurt (in a way) So keep that in mind


BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (black sheep have you any wool? Yes sir, yes sir.... lol XD)

Hawkeye (KAW KAW BITCH!!! learned that from Smosh ^_^)

[Hawkeye! :3]

Life is...fun if you have good friends ^_^

Hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is pretty early for me, but alot of events can happen in a day...
The highschool i go to made it to the semi finals!! WOO! Well, football semifinals. From what i heard, the coach is new so were doing 10x better than few years ago. But since it was a big game, me, K, my guy friend, Betsey, K's crush, and a few other friends came with. Remember how I told you that I was messing with K's crush, as me being Batman? Well me and K talked about this before the game. she was positive he would find out. I kept silent. When we were in our seats, the guy came along. And when he was distracted, I texted. After my third text, he was laughing/yelling. (I get those alot.) He asked everyone about the number. K didn't know if it was actually me until halftime! But when some of my friends were scratching their heads, K told them while everyone else (but me) started to giggle. Betsey, (She's ok. She can be better, yet she can be worse.) looked at me and asked, "Do YOU know who Batman is, Hawk??" In my most serious voice that I could I said, "No, I don't think so!" I heard two of my friends snickering. Yet somehow, this dude didn't. The poor guy didn't even know if whether or not Batman was at the game. But oh yeah by halftime we were cheering. I was in the middle of a text to him and K nudged me about to say, "Come on!" then stopped short and looked at my text. She looked straight at me and started laughing, turning bright red. I laugh along with her while she helps me with the text. Really, the guy kept showing me every text "Batman" sent and would say the texts out loud (i.e "Batman is now caramel iz delicious! WTF?!") That one I started laughing before he showed it to me. I got a weird glance and nothing else. So when we lost after an undefeated season, we walked to the nearby ice cream shop. As me and K crossed an intersection while two of my friends stood behind for safety precautions, K dropped her phone. It fell into 3 pieces, all spread out on the intersection. She was ready to lunge for her phone when I grabbed her arms and held her back. The light turned green and all the cars zoomed by, as we watched the phone. The scenario: I was laughing on the ground feet in the air, my one friend was laughing, holding onto a pole for support, my other friend kept repeatly tapping the button for crosswalk, and K was on the curb, screaming (with a tint of laughter in her voice) "NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!" Some sort of miracle happend and EVERY PIECE SURVIVED. every car went over the pieces, nothing touching the tires. The crosswalk turned on and my friend ran into the streets mumbling "Come to me, my precious!" As I was thinking of Gollum, I laughed even harder when she came back, wide grin. We stared as her phone had everything in place, and the phone turned on. My friends rushed over and we high fived when we attacked ice cream. Despite that we lost, we had lots of fun. K and her crush messed with my pikachu hat (who doesn't?) K fell 20 times, blaming her curved spine, and I made jokes about K and the guy that even made them both smile and giggle. Well, I have 5 hours of homework, soooo better get started -_-.

HAVE A GOOD WEEK! WISH ME LUCK ON ALL MY PROBLEMS, AND ILL DO THE SAME FOR YOURS!


Hawkeye
(KAW KAW BITCH!!! (lol love that phrase!...It fits )

[Hawkeye! :3]

Life is...great until someone gets their face into a wall...in the dark with a strobe light...and two maniacs (your friends) trying to scare the shat out you because they found out you can't see well with it on, and you can't hear them when they creep up behind you..........WOW THAT WAS LONG

Anyway, you're either really confused or you've experienced this feeling before. If so, I feel for u (for both) alot can happen during a school-free week sooooooooo.... WHAT DID YOU DO?!? HOW COULD YOU?!? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!?!?!? ...answer the first question please X3 (if you want answer all of them... i tied up my friend, almost lost my identity as batman, watched my new neighbor, a 40-year old man, play with his metal tongs as if it was a sword in the middle of his porch, gave my friend the poking test, had a temper tantrum at 5 o'clock in the morning, and I got jump scared 20 times in a day/night. (sounds weird doesn't it?? Yeeeeah....I can do that ) but they're all true. Yes, I did tie up my friend (with the help of another) as we interrogated her for secret information. I did almost lose the identity when my friends took my phone, and left a voice mail doing very weird things. ALMOST . The next I dont have to explain much :/. Saw him while carting my dog around outside, and there he was (he didn't see me) I gave my friend the poking text because she fell over shivering with laughter, and using my trusty viola case, poked her with it for 2 min. She's still pissed at me! Idk why tho!! I wanted to make sure she was alive! DX Temper tantrum thing, i had to go to a swim practice at 5 in teh morning, and when I got there, NO ONE WAS THER. EVEN TEH COACH WAS GONE...so we went early black-friday shopping X3. JUMPSCARES! they're especially fun when you do it . Ok so I went to my friends house to sleepover for the first time. I've noticed that many of my friends do it differently. Me, It's stay up and tell stories while doing some freaky stuff (not loud enough for the parents to know of course :/. That'd be awkward seeing you're dad while drinking a weird concoction on a dare...) My friend (and another) like to tell stories until 11 apparently. Sooooooooooooo I said bullshait and we stayed up til 2am. She turned on the strobe light with music blaring (we're in the basement) and I can't remember the last time I did a strobe light. So I'm sitting there blinking, my brain trying to process the situation. My friends dance around until they see me so one of them grabbed a thing of ribbon, and pulled it over my neck. I start freaking out and I see my friend's head on the top of my vision (looking scary as shait) HEY HAWK!! I screamed and slipped under, while running away from my friend who decided to hide under the shadows, on the floor. Ever seen the Grudge? She looked like that. I hid but that failed because my other friend will pop out and say WANNA PLAY??...actually, the friend that was crawling around I haven't seen after that :/........lol I feel like someone's behind me XD..
adfhigqaFHAIWEFHuoguiawuihewuhfcgiaKLDRK / HeY Guysssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!! I LiK PooonIEEESSSSSSSS!!!
lol jk if she was there though, she'd do that X)

SOO WISH THAT I DON'T GET POSSESED AND I'LL DO THE SAME FOR YOU!! (you know... If i wasn't already. . . . . . >

Hawkeye
(KAW KAW BIATCH!!! sorry :3 lol copyright!!...but who gives a shat?? X3)

[Hawkeye! :3]

Life is...not as good as when we were younger

Hihihihihihi!! X3
Recently I've been talking with my friends and we came to a conclusion...
early 2000s shows were 1000 TIMES BETTER than the shows today. Just sayin'. Now, kids get pretty excited if they get a Mac. We shat our pants when we got those twisty crayon things where you twist it and more crayon comes out. Kids look for wi-fi in resteraunts, we looked for gumball machines. See the problem?? And the shows for toddlers in the early 2000s were great. Holy crap Dragon Tales, Cailou, Arthur, and even shows like Sesame Street were better back then! They also had shows like Dexter's Labratory, CatDog, Foster's home for imaginary friends, Spongebob (unfortunately not as great as it used to be ) and of course, they had a few well done Pokemon episodes (I can go on FOREVER, but that'd take alot of thinking) But now they have things like Dog With a Blog (teaching kids that its good to have a talking dog that can somehow have the ability to type on keyboards), Shake it Up + Austin and Ally (I put these together cuz they teach the same lesson: yes, children, if you can sing/dance well, who the hell needs education?), and just about every damn Disney and Pbs show out there. Disney unfortunately has gone down hill. Remember Sweet Life of Zack and Cody? That's so Raven? Well too bad cuz they've been replaced by "lovable singers" and "Sassy Dancers". Shows that I watched when I was young were AMAZING! even shows I hardly watched like Invader Zim and Lizzie Mcguire were better! And I hated Lizze Mcguire!! So really, in conclusion...WTF DISNEY. NICKELODEON IS NOW DOING TEN TIMES BETTER THAN YOU. Believe me or not? Man, what shows did you like?? I mean, not a huge age difference on this site...
I am not kidding, we were ranting about shat like this for 40 min at lunch. Our lunch is 45 min :/. Oh another thing!!
All my life, no matter what, I have an awkward side. I can be clumsy and do the stupidest things. Like for instance, I almost hit my science teacher with a make-shift tape ball yesterday. Thank god, he caught it before it got any further. But this isn't the first time I've hit one of my teachers. The last one was my 7th grade Math teacher (I'll call her Ms. K...sorry Sam, I think you have her. Just, don't remind her of it >.<) but there was this thing like a mom daughter outing. They brought in a ray gun. The ones they use for speeding cars. You throw the ball and see how fast it can go. Well, I threw my ball in the wrong direction, either hitting Ms. K or almost... Idk. Forgot :/. I also almost hit my Gym Teacher....yeahhh....I'm a swimmer (not a softball player) for a reason ... I'm like that tall girl (if it's not tall, than it sure as hell is to a few guys in my grade...I don't think this is my growth spurt either XD) who has her stupid blonde moments. Oh well. I've been called alot things, trust me (i.e My 6th grade L.A class and majority of my HS swim team hates me... HATERS GONNA HATE X)) "blondie" is one of the many common. Aside from my real name, "Stupid" and "Weirdo" :/. I'm not gonna have a meltdown cuz it could be worse and I'm doing 10 times better than last year mentally, and emotionally. We all get those names, do we not? If not...Well, than you obviously either have been REALLY good at being invisible, or your the one throwing out the names. Sorry, it just seems to be the truth. Oh and K's umm... "too close of a guy friend", we're onto him. Like HAWKS!! damn I swear to god, me and my friends are like the friggin "Hawk Squad" ^_^. Ooh! If i were EVER to make a youtube account, I should make up stuff like that...hmmm...

Well damn this was a LONG one!! I had alot to release, didn't I? Well, I better be productive and do things like study sooooooo

WISH THAT I CAN STAY AS A MORTAL FOR A FEW DAYS (i dont plan on being a vampire any time soon...) AND I'LL DO THE SAME FOR YOU!! X)

Hawkeye (GOBBLE GOBBLE, MOTHER*******....my friend told me that one )

[Hawkeye! :3]

Life is...Full of ****** up coincidences

Life is like a web. Everything you do, everything that happens, everyone you meet shapes the web to form those large, complex wheel webs that. And all the webs, no matter what, are complete. You may have a few tears, and the wind may try to blow it away, but it will always stay, as long as you keep marching...HA! SAPPY MOMENT OVAH!!! XD

Honestly I made that up at the top of my head just now X). But this kind of will base on what I'll talk about in a sec...The thing is, I've noticed now...Idk, it's hard to explain. Just, the strangest coincedences. Like, I knew this girl from swim team. My guy friend likes a girl, and I find out that both of them are friends. Two kids I always wanted to know more about last year, despite how neglected they were from the crowd, they someone both ended up on my bus route this year. All three of us are now great friends. what else...OH! at my last year's last orchestra concert, I was partnered with this other girl from another school. She acted like a bitch and stuff. But when I was assigned to my seat in Orchestra this year, the same exact girl and I are partnered again. Just the weirdest things who knew that a girl that I was friends with in 3-4th grade that I kind of hung out with until 6th grade, turned out that this year K and her are like best friends? It was awkward seeing each other until we realized we were actually friends with the same person, but were now pretty used to each other, waving and smiling at each other. It's just soo...freaky. So, for a word of the wise, be nice as you possibly can to the people around you. You never know, you're story can be just like mine. And if it already is...DAY-UM I KNOW RIGHT?!

lol! XD Hawkeye (...BARK BARK)

[Hawkeye! :3]

Life is...Idk! GET A FRIGGIN MONKEY TO ASK YOU!

Life isssssssssssss......... up and down i guess. It's getting closer to the holiday season, I've listened to too many holiday songs than I can handle, I'm studying for finals, and average life is getting in the way. It's just..... weird. But then again, I'm a weird person (I'm a pyromaniac, ducks can scare the shat out of me, and I think I love peanut butter a little too much...) sooo i guess I'm one of the few people that can handle this sort of stuff. Likeeeee today. We do skits for every four chapters in the current book we're reading (Just finished it...Lord of the Flies is pretty creepy....) And I played Piggy in the skit (ironic enough) so I apparently...SPOILER!!!!!!....die. I get hit by a giant boulder. Well, we only had twenty minutes to make up the skit, so we just made a paper ball. I wasn't paying attention to the fact that they used multiple pieces of paper to do it. And Piggy's back was apparently turned so I figured I'd be fine. My friend, who played the person that hated and killed me (more irony) missed the cue to the fact that she was supposed to chuck the ball at me. I didn't know either, I was in the corner looking at the chalkboard behind her... So when she finally got it, she wasn't thinking so with her strength, she quickly aimed for my head. I didn't have time to turn around and it hit me square in the face. With some acting (but more pain and laughter) I crumpled with me screaming OW the whole way down. Next thing I know, the whole class is laughing and my english teacher's eyes are wide, wondering if I'm ok. I try to get up, but of course, my friend says out loud, "YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO PLAY DEAD!" I wanted to shove her, but I just grumbled and sat back down. When the skit was over, half the class (and my teacher) were asking if I was ok, while my teacher jokingly yelled at my friend saying she was a terrible person. That had to be the funniest thing out of my week, other than the fact that I shoved another one of my friends over, forgetting she was...clumsy. She has the balance of a drunk. I'm not kidding. I've watched her fall 20-30 times since I met her...LAST YEAR. So I got mad she was not moving so I couldn't get to my locker, and I shoved her over. My friend was leaning on her other side, so you can guess what happend. She starts to fall, but I keep her up with me clinging to her shoulder. Her friend is STILL leaning on her, pretty much on top of her, giggling. My friend looked at me with pleading eyes............................................... buuuuut I let her fall and I laughed my ass off X)...WHAT?! It was too funny!!! Even more, another one of her friends was walking down the hallway. He came over and looked at me, my face bright red (I'm Irish...what you expect??) and what he said I couldn't agree more: ..."What the hell just happened?"...we hardly know him so he knows little about her clumsiness. As we helped her back up, she moved in front of my locker, once again, starting the cycle...-.-


Hawkeye
MEOOOOOOOOOOOOW

[Hawkeye! :3]

Life is... a battle arena of sorts >.<

I love winter break, dont get me wrong, but I get what many call cabin fever. I'm stuck in my house with my family, majority to all of my friends busy, so I'm stuck. And right now, I think we're all losing it. My brother is as oblivious as a goldfish, and I'm that angry emo kid everyone wants to avoid. I'm not considered emo, but when I get cabin fever, I just get pissed over everything. After 2-3 failed attempts of hanging out with friends, I'm over the edge. I'm running out of things to do despite that it was recently Christmas, and everyone I know (including friends) are acting weirder and weirder. Also it's the first Christmas where we dont have some family member in, or any long agonizing trip to the north east. Like, it's been 11 years. I'm a freshman. Do the math >.<. I wasn't born where I am now either. I moved to where I am now when i was 3. MOAR MATH!! XD

Have any of you tried British/Irish candy?? It's purrdy good!! I went to some Irish store to pick up some jewelry my grandma wanted to give me, and in the back of the store, THER WAZ CANDEH!! So with the help of my all irish dad, he showed which ones were crap and which were amazingly delicious. So in the end, we had a handful. I tried Yorkie, but now I'm out to try Flake and Jelly Babies :3.

So hopefully you guys don't have to deal with cabin fever because right now I feel like moping around or screaming at someone. I hope I don't accidently scream at someone I love or something inanimate. that would be awkward.

KAW KAW MOFO!!
Hawkeye

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Life is...wait. Give me a moment....OH HOW ABOU-wait no. Lost it. :/

........................I have some explaining to do, yes??

First of all, my friend got sick. how does it have to do with me? Day after she came back, I got sick. So i was stuck in bed for like EVER. Also I'm having some issues with school work. Math is my worst enemy and procrastination is my best friend. Sooooooo.............PRASAU!!!(SORRY!!!)

Anyway, like i said, math is my worst enemy. Actually, I'm pretty good at math usually (for a bright blondie) but my teacher is...how do i say it nicely?......TERRIBLE...yup. thats nicer than the OTHER THINGS that popped in my head. She sometimes screws up...wait...she does it ALOT and sometimes the students have to correct her. And were not all brainiacs here. I'm in reg. math. No honors, but then again not the lowest math class. Another thing is that she either gives us so many steps it gets really confusing really fast, or she speeds through a problem we never heard of before everyone'll just stare at her like "WTF??" Hey, it may be that I suck at math, it may be her, it may be both, but no one will really know...Wait. Majority of her students hate her..............................................................nevermind.

Ok, so i have chosen a BIG decision for my next year's schedule........
I'm dropping the viola! ;_; ...well im not dropping it. What kind of idiot would do that? I'll just place it gently on teh ground... ....................other than that randomness, I better explain that too. Violas are friggin amazing, dont get me wrong! The downside is that I'm in the lowest orch class available for freshman, because im not exactly a viola rockstar. But in Middle School, i played songs in 7th grade that were tougher than the songs we play now. We finished this very fast piece in like 2-3 weeks and were apparently not up for more advanced pieces. Another thing is that (maybe im wrong here) but i feel like we arent being treated as fairly as the other orch groups. Our conducter always seems to give more...work toward the orch group above us. There is barely a difference in how well both the orchestras play, but at concerts, they give them about 20 minutes to rehearse their songs with the guy. We got around 5 minutes. I'm not exaggerating here either. Whats worse is that we play harder pieces for technique than the songs we'll play for our concerts. So maybe its not cut out for me...thats ok. i got two semester classes I've been dying to try out so might as well :/ But despite that i'll be finishing, I'll be a viola at heart ) ORCH DORKS FOREVA!!! (Ik, ur all band ppls...orchestra ppls are just as friggin amazing!!) Speaking of which, I jokingly said to my flute friend that orchestras better. . . . . . On a bus. Filled with an unexpected amount of band kids. I'm pretty sure theres one other violist, thats it. So word to the wise: Never joke about shait like that to band kids...but i guess in u ppls perspective, dont joke about shait like that to orch kids...
Also, do band kids have rivalries too? Probably do, considering the only differences in the groups is instruments. But in our period, I'm pretty sure the violas and violists have it out for each other. It started when my stand partner said out loud how amazing violas are. Then a violinist stood up and said violins are way better. I kid you not I feel GLARES from the violin sections...Awkward enough is that all of my friends in orchestra are violinists... But this has been going on since last week and im pretty sure not a lot of kids from my orch period like the violas. Probably cuz of my loud-mouthed stand partner, I dont know for sure.... Oh and STILL...I'm batman. this guy...i swear...he's either an idiot or too damn lazy to try to find out who i am. MORE PPL even decided to join in. Like two other girls..? Thanks to my not-really-a-friend friend's loud mouth. One girl was in on it before, but she joined back in. Another girl, a new one, was at least associated with the guy for awhile. She came up to me one day and said she knew i was "involved"...as much as i wanted to scream BITCH I'M THE RINGLEADER OF THIS DEMENTED CIRCUS I just jokingly said "hahaha yeah! I started it after all!" She kind of looked at me like 'wait what??' Which meant that this not-really-a-friend person exaggerated ONCE AGAIN up to the point that made ppl that dont know her ways treat her as if she did everything first...hey, imitation is the best form of flattery, but there's a fine line between "flattery" and "taking over". But I knew the girl that came up to me for awhile so I didnt say much. Apparently she was doing this for two weeks and the other girl didnt bother telling me about it. The other girl also brags on this that make you want to chant 'bull shait!!' but you cant cuz she'll throw a harmful joke at her face.............................bitch. If you dont know what i mean, she apparently told a good friend of mine that she got a B in honors bio. A friend of ours told me later that the girl in fact FAILED that class. Like, big fat F fail. Another example to show that shes cruel too is that she told me that a good friend of mine was a lesbian. Since i knew how she always was I just kind of said "yeah right" and left her. i told my good friend the next day and she looked like she was going to murder the person closest to her (i took a big step away too...she looked PISSED ) she of course told me right after that it was a lie and we went about our ways. Speaking of which, this bitch girl joked that I was a lesbian that made me want to shove her through a wall a few days ago. I'm straight and I've had multiples crushes on multiple guys since forever, so she was doing that to make me mad......wow this is a long post XD i'll have a segment for this girl later!! But to end this, I feel terrible for this guy (even though I dont like him and i'm pretty sure he'll ask my too shy friend on a date to turnabout) I know him reading this is like 1000000000000000000000/1 and i want to keep it that way, but really.......sorry. Its out of my hands now dude

Hawkeye
(sorry i was gone for awhile!!) KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW!!!!!!!

[Hawkeye! :3]

Life is....good. BECAUSE SCREW CREATIVITY.

Yeah I'm not good at making titles for stuff like this anymore. Sorry :/.
Anywhooha, I learned something so important, that it will benefit me SO MUCH later in life...

Don't let your crazy friend take your phone. ever.
Everyone has that one friend thats just bat shait crazy...or you can be someone like me where MAJORITY of your friends is just down right psycho. So I let my friend borrow my phone...
Over the course of a few hours, she changed both my wallpapers to her face staring into your soul, changed the language to mandarin, changed my password to instead of a number, changed it to a more complex password where i had to type "(name) is a sexy bitch".....yeah. Not good. OH WAIT THERES MORE. Get this and you can receive angry texts from a few of your good friends because of your friend trolling them!! Not one, but THREE FRIENDS!! ORDER NOW!!!!.....but she changed it back to normal before i got it back so its fine! Also, 1/3 of my friends didnt bother texting back...Cuz i kind of troll them A LOT :/ so yeah, yesterday was weeeird. I played hide-in-seek in a store filled with racks (and mirrors. Never hide where thers a mirror...) skipped down an aisle while 10 other people stared at us like we were crazy (because we weren't crazy. we ARE. GET IT RIGHT.) and I made so many jokes toward my friend at the end of the day she was planning to kill me. Soooooooooooooooooooo...........RAINBOWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate to complain because I know i keep doing this too but.....................ARE YOU PEOPLE STILL BREATHINIG?!? Then again you can be like fish people and not breath air..........
ARE YOU ALL ALIVE? I need to know how u peoples are doing! Because im posting less than half my life on this thing and I'm pretty sure since its in general random people can read it too....if you're a guest and reading this now.........................................

Hello! Bonjour! Hola! Sveiki! Guten tag! Aloha! Jambo! Ni hao! (im really sorry if i spelled these wrong and if i offend anyone in any way )

but really...WE'RE GOOD PEOPLE WITH AT LEAST ONE THING IN COMMON! JOIN! ..............you know.....if you want to..................................*crickets*....

I learned to never guess who listens to what (unless they're wearing merch of course...)
Because it varies! My friend whos a HUGE nerd raps to her songs!...which is rap!! (duh.) and while I'm pretty sure i'm the whitest and brightest blonde in my school, I dont have "One direction infection" or "Bieber fever".......then again, I'm into Panic! At the Disco, Imagine Dragons, Fun., and I even like 1-2 songs from My Chemical Romance...oh and P!nk. She's good XD. So I bet that majority of the school thinks someone like me is into Pop. Haha. No. GTFO. But then again, i'm not judging those into pop, 1D, JB..........but just saying, *whispers loudly* THE OTHER PEOPL IZ BETTURRRRR!

Well hopefully y'all wish that I survive another "your mom" joke and I'll do the same for y'all!!

Hawkeye
..................................meow.............................................................








ITS OVER. I FINISHED. GO HOME....GO HOME!!!! I DONT WANT YOU CREEPIN!!

[Hawkeye! :3]

Life is...FILLED WITH LEPRECHAUNS!!! :3

OKEE DOKEE!!! i iz back on, but probably cuz i need to let out a few things i cant ever say in real life ANNNND im bored. As usual.

Have i already said how my friends call me a leprechaun? Idk, and im too lazy to check XD
But I guess you can figure out why im talking about it again.........St. Patty's day. Yes. I call it St. Patty's Day. No judgees. But SINCE its coming up, my friend is now obsessed and keeps telling me wer gonna party. HAHAHAHAHA. NO. She wasnt joking either. She was srsly planning on waking me up with a trollish text then making me party to some random song like One Direction...which dont get me wrong, isn't bad (cept 1D) but i had to explain to her why it would actually be hard for me.

The thing is, we get PUMPED for St. Patty's Day. I'm technically 1st gen. Irish American (i'm only half irish cuz of my dads side being all irish and my mom being a eastern european mix) so its pretty cool. Its more my dad though that celebrates. Not because my mom isn't irish, but for another reason. This year, my dad will be out of state and my mom will still be bummed. I hope one of you guys are like "TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME!!" or else this whole thing would be awkward :/ Anyway, the main reason is because on March 15th this year, 40 years ago, my grandpa passed away. So if you do yo math, it was in '73. My mom was only 7 years old and my grandpa being 32. He died in a tragic car crash. (I may have said already, then again, too lazy to check) but for all i know, he died quickly or instantly. By the time the police came knockin, he was already dead. March 15, as some of you may know is not just the day after pi day (pie!! ) but also known as the "Ides of March", the day when Julius Caeser was assasinated. I'm positive no drinking was involved, im pretty sure it was because it took place in a mountainous small town with crappy roads and foggy/dark nights. But this year, my mom forewarned me, considering its the 40th year anniversary. She's telling me in other words i have to do a hell of a lot to keep things running. In other words, I have to comfort my mom and try to get her mind off of things, and yet I have to stay energetic with my oblivious brother. My mom isn't like the mom in the Hunger Games, she is much more stronger than that. but its a soft spot. I can relate because i have a few soft spots myself. For instance, if i hear a joke about an ethnic group or especially MY ethnic group, I have hurt people before over it. to alot of people, I'm nothing but a dumb blonde girl that doesn't know shait. And really, thats useful in certain situations. But when it comes to my soft spots, I can fight. Really, if it has to do with hating different ethnic groups, animal cruelty, my intelligence/fragility (is it word? Well it is now), or homosexuality jokes, I go all hulk. My friends have seen it, so they know whenever im angry...for the most part. For instance, a guy friend of mine's friends made fun of how he sits with me and a few other girls at lunch. He blew it off, but his friends came to our table one day. As a joke, one of them counted everyone off as a day. Lucky me, i was sitting next to my guy friend, and I was called "friday". I tried to shove that off, and it kind of worked, til he joked with me more. he looked straight me and said "Hey Friday!!" Thats when i got pissed. I hate it when people either think im a dumb slut cuz im a bright blonde, or they think im a total tomboy for how i dress compared to other girls and their shorty shorts. Right after he said that, I whirled around and said "WELL F**K YOU TOO, ASSHAT." If i wasnt in the anger mood, i wouldve been laughing. but I turned back around, and just about all of my friends just sat and stared at my outburst. One of them, knowing how i usually act, had this smile on her face. I stopped and turned red because I barely speak in class to start with. According to my guy friend, the guy paled and awkwardly mumbled "..well....i gotta go...cya." And sprinted off. Recently, my guy friend told me the guy wanted to sit next to me Monday, and see what i would do. He didn't try it though, because my guy friend warned him that i would break his nose XD The best thing out of that is how my friends now dont say how "fragile" i am! WOO! ...well its an accomplishment for me.

SPEAKING OF ACCOMPLISHMENTS!! Since im a type 1 diabetic, i have a 504 plan. Its where cuz im a diabetic, i get priveliges (i never use them) and the teachers know about my condition to start with. Sooo it turns out, i had to go to a meeting. i'm pretty sure I'll never survive in an office setting, because i make light of anything i can find to break the seriousness, whether i like it or not. We didnt just go over my needs. We went over my grades! I had a little panic attack, but it turns out, my lowest grade is a B. Then we looked at my old GPA. Now, DONT MAKE FUN OF ME!!!.... my GPA last sem was 3.1429. As she showed me that, I couldn't help myself. In the silence, I bursted out "OOH! PI!!!" My mom kind of looked at me for a second along with the other adults, but then they finally got it and started laughing. hard. I sunk back in my chair with a bright red face pretty much saying "well. I'm screwed." buuuut it somehow turned out fine. Oh well. thats life.



HOPE THAT I DONT DIE OF EMBARRASEMENT, AND I'LL DO THE SAME FOR YOU!!


Hawkeye
(BAH BAH BLACK SHEEP HAVE YOU ANY WOOL? YESSIR YESSIR T-...........sorry. *blushes*)

[Hawkeye! :3]

Life is...I DONT GIVE A shait. THERES HOPE!!!

YAY! WE'RE ALL COMING BACK!! I know we're not exactly out of the hole yet, but....WE CAN DO THIS shait!!! HOO-HAH!!!!!!!

It was kind of weird being on this site when barely anyone was on...kind of like when you walk into a store and no one is in there working, just you, and then you have to awkwardly back out of the store cause you suddenly feel like an intruder..................didn't happen to you? Just me? Well this is.....HAWKWARD!!!! BAHAHAHAHAHAHA....I MADE A FUNNY PUNNY. Anyway, we all have lives and i talk about mine alot on this so.............shall we??

WELL IM MAD. IM SORRY FOR MY MOODSWINGS THROUGH TERRIBLE TRANSITIONS BUT... IM MAD.

Why? Well for me being a bright blonde that doesnt exactly fit the type that would listen to alternative music and finding another person your age with the same damn problem (cept shes not that bright of a blonde) you can talk about shait like bands you both have or do listen to. So i found out a few days ago, one of the bands i listen to, MCR (my chemical romance) broke up. Don't get me wrong, some of their songs were a little dark for me... (i.e "mama" ...that song kind of creeps me out, and "helena"....sorry, cant get into it :/.) but they had some pretty good songs like "Teenagers"(more funny than anything XD) and "Famous Last Words". And the infamous song, "The Black Parade". Again, I'm not a hardcore fan, but that sucks then again, i guess its good that they broke up the way they did. If they pulled off a Beatles move on their fans and well....that'd be worse. And, for being the idiot i am, Fall out Boy broke up long ago and i had no clue. I heard they're back together, but im so friggin confused, i dont even know anymore -.-. Mainly how i got into all these bands is probably from Panic! At the Disco because of the relation between excruciatingly long titles (kind of joking kind of not....i mean seriously? Who else would think of a song title named "The only difference between martydom and suicide is press coverage"?!) and theme. I dont know why, but i've always been more interested in the dark songs than the happy ones you listen to during a disney movie. Like the Lion King, I was more into Scar's song than that one with Simba and his girlfriend with Timon and Pumbaa crying over them. Along with that though comes consequences, from both sides. For one, this may suprise you, but i've never seen the nightmare before christmas. Yes, the one with Jack Skellington (not sure if i spelled it right) and not to be stereotypical in any way at all, but it seems every person that has a liking to the alternative music i have ever met has most likely watched the movie...mainly my friend. She was ready to maul me when i told her. :/ but then there is the people that are a little bit too girly for my taste, but i kind of blow it off anyway, who seem almost disgusted when i tell them that i listen to MCR, FOB, P!ATD, AAR (all american rejects...DONT JUDGE.) and lots more. So i am pretty much stuck between the two genres of music. Hooray. then again i rather listen to "I dont care" by FOB than another auto-tuned ke$ha song. I'm dead serious.

Idk think about it. doesnt it suck for a band you like to drop like that? i'm sure it has happened to everyone here!

WISH THAT I CAN KEEP MY SANITY, AND ILL DO THE SAME FOR YOU!

Hawkeye
(HAWKWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )

[Hawkeye! :3]

Life is......oh screw it.

Well I feel REALLY awkward right now cuz I'm the only one posting at the moment so...woo. Party. *pulls out streamers from the closet awkwardly*.......Oops. *drops streamers then gives up and throws them out the window.* ....I have a few problems. Anyway............

even though this is a pokemon site, there's bound to be Harry Potter fans, amiright? So I've been wanting to tell you people but...NO ONE IS ON THE SITE. So I'll awkwardly talk about it here. But back to Harry Potter...I'm playing some songs from the movies!! YAY! It's not one certain song, it's actually snippits from the most well known songs, and theres a song from at least each released movie. Let's see if i can remember them without pulling out the music...Hedwig's theme, leaving Hogwarts, Nimbus 3000, Fawkes the Phoenix (Violas get the melody ;D) Double Trouble, Harry and Hermoine, annnnnd.......idk. I can't remember the rest theres only a couple more tho so i did pretty good naming them! It's our favored piece for our concert, because those who actually know Harry Potter actually cheer when he lets us work on it. One of the best moments was when we were playing the opening theme, (i think it was Hedwig's theme) a loud boom of thunder came out of nowhere. One came once the conductor threw his hands in the air with his baton, and the other was right when it ended. Once it ended everyone just stopped and got all giddy. even the kids that dont know anything about Harry Potter just had this look of happiness on their face. Then all of a sudden everyone yelled out things about "witchcraft" and random references from the movies. But of course, since the songs are awesome, there are complaints. For one, the violas actually cant play in one song. At all. Some are also complaining about the first violins and their full and beautiful melodies. The second violins apparently have it worse than the violas, while basses and cellos cant rly do as much as we can... We are like a huge family, but we still have some conflicts within the groups. That probably happens everywhere else tho...Like the swimteam i was on for my high school. By the end of the season, majority of them hated me. Why? I have no idea. They claimed that I was "quiet" and so they didnt know how to talk to me...I dont know if that makes sense, but whatever. Ok another thing I need to talk about. Does anyone hear know about Doctor Who? a few friends of mine are big fans and one day they had tally marks down their arms. Before i could say anything, one of them pretty much kidnapped me and pinned my hand down on a table, and started drawing more tally marks. Apparently it has to do with some anniversary and a villian...somthing in those lines. She didnt explain it though until an hour later so i was really friggin confused before hand. Is my life getting weirder, or am i just the one becoming weirder and making strange choices........................................Oh well. No just thing as normal.

Hawkeye
(MOOOOOOOO)